from a far distance she was drawing near; towards the line of
twiggy oak trees where they made their intense darkness;
gathered on a single bank。
She must draw near。 But they broke away; they cantered round;
making a wide circle to avoid noticing her; and cantered back
into the open hillside behind her。
They were behind her。 The way was open before her; to the
gate in the high hedge in the near distance; so she could pass
into the smaller; cultivated field; and so out to the high…road
and the ordered world of man。 Her way was clear。 She lulled her
heart。 Yet her heart was couched with fear; couched with fear
all along。
Suddenly she hesitated as if seized by lightning。 She seemed
to fall; yet found herself faltering forward with small steps。
The thunder of horses galloping down the path behind her shook
her; the weight came down upon her; down; to the moment of
extinction。 She could not look round; so the horses thundered
upon her。
Cruelly; they swerved and crashed by on her left hand。 She
saw the fierce flanks crinkled and as yet inadequate; the great
hoofs flashing bright as yet only brandished about her; and one
by one the horses crashed by; intent; working themselves up。
They had gone by; brandishing themselves thunderously about
her; enclosing her。 They slackened their burst transport; they
slowed down; and cantered together into a knot once more; in the
corner by the gate and the trees ahead of her。 They stirred;
they moved uneasily; they settled their uneasy flanks into one
group; one purpose。 They were up against her。
Her heart was gone; she had no more heart。 She knew she dare
not draw near。 That concentrated; knitted flank of the
horse…group had conquered。 It stirred uneasily; awaiting her;
knowing its triumph。 It stirred uneasily; with the uneasiness of
awaited triumph。 Her heart was gone; her limbs were dissolved;
she was dissolved like water。 All the hardness and looming power
was in the massive body of the horse…group。
Her feet faltered; she came to a standstill。 It was the
crisis。 The horses stirred their flanks uneasily。