rather than climb the wall into the churchyard。 There was no law
of this; from the parents。 The children themselves were the
wardens of the Sabbath decency; very jealous and instant with
each other。
It came to be; gradually; that after church on Sundays the
house was really something of a sanctuary; with peace breathing
like a strange bird alighted in the rooms。 Indoors; only reading
and tale…telling and quiet pursuits; such as drawing; were
allowed。 Out of doors; all playing was to be carried on
unobtrusively。 If there were noise; yelling or shouting; then
some fierce spirit woke up in the father and the elder children;
so that the younger were subdued; afraid of being
exmunicated。
The children themselves preserved the Sabbath。 If Ursula in
her vanity sang:
〃Il etait un bergere
Et ron…ron…ron petit patapon;〃
Theresa was sure to cry:
〃Thats not a Sunday song; our Ursula。〃
〃You dont know;〃 replied Ursula; superior。 Nevertheless; she
wavered。 And her song faded down before she came to the end。
Because; though she did not know it; her Sunday was very
precious to her。 She found herself in a strange; undefined
place; where her spirit could wander in dreams; unassailed。
The white…robed spirit of Christ passed between olive trees。
It was a vision; not a reality。 And she herself partook of the
visionary being。 There was the voice in the night calling;
〃Samuel; Samuel!〃 And still the voice called in the night。 But
not this night; nor last night; but in the unfathomed night of
Sunday; of the Sabbath silence。
There was Sin; the serpent; in whom was also wisdom。 There
was Judas with the money and the kiss。
But there was no actual Sin。