nightgown of Chinese silk she was wearing; which she’d purchased from
Esther the clothier; then mockingly parroted me; “Allow me to put some
linden tea on the boil for you; my dear guest;” and placed her hand on my
cock。
I took out the agate…handled sword hidden among rose…scented sheets at
the bottom of the chest on the floor nearest our roll…up mattress; which she’d
hopefully spread out; and drew the weapon from its sheath。 Its edge was so
sharp that if you tossed a silk handkerchief over it; the sword would easily cut
through it; if you placed a sheet of gold leaf upon it; the edges of the resulting
pieces would be as straight as any cut with a ruler。
Concealing the sword as best I could; I returned to my atelier。 Black Effendi
was so pleased with his interrogation of me that he was still circling the red
cushion; dagger in hand。 I placed a half…finished illustration upon the cushion。
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“Take a look at this;” I said。 He knelt out of curiosity; trying to understand the
picture。
I stepped behind him; drew my sword and in one motion lowered him to
the ground; pinning him with my weight。 His dagger fell away。 Grabbing him
by the hair; I pushed his head against the ground and pressed my sword to his
neck from below。 I flattened out Black’s delicate body and pressed him
facedown beneath my heavy body; using my chin and one free hand to push
his head so it nearly touched the sharp point of the sword。 My one hand was
full of his dirty hair; the other held the sword to the delicate skin of his throat。
Wisely; he didn’t move at all; because I could have finished him then and
there。 Being this close to his curly hair; to the nape of his neck—which
might’ve invited an insulting slap at another time—and to his ugly ears
enraged me all the more。 “I’m using all my restraint to keep from doing away
with you this instant;” I whispered into his ear as if divulging a secret。
That he listened to me like an obedient child without making a peep
pleased me: “You’ll recognize this legend from the Book of Kings;” I whispered。
“Feridun Shah; in error; bequeaths the worst of his lands to his two older sons
and the best; Persia; to Iraj; the youngest。 Tur; bent on revenge; dupes his
younger brother; Iraj; of whom he is jealous; before he cuts Iraj’s throat; he
grabs his hair just as I am doing now and lies on top of him with all his
weight。 Do you feel the weight of my body?”
He gave no answer; but from his eyes; which stared blankly like those of a
sacrificial lamb; I could tell that he was listening; and I was struck with
inspiration: “I’m not only faithful to Persian styles and methods in painting;
but also in beheadings。 I’ve also seen another version of this much loved scene