mydaughterorItriedtoickCharlieuandholdhim,hewouldquicklyscamerawayandheadstraightbacktowherehewasleastwanted。Charliewasanacrobattoo。ManytimesmyhusbandwasalmostbroughttotheointofheartfailurewhenCharliewouldsilentlycreeubehindthereclinerandjumovermyhusband’sheadandintohisla。AsmanytimesasCharliedidthis,myhusbandwasneverrearedfortheoverheadassault。TherewasonegamethatCharliewouldlaywithmydaughterandme,butittookalotofcoaxing。WewouldstandinfrontofCharlieandwaveournightgrownsbackandforth。Charlie’stailwouldbegintosway。Thenhewouldositionhimselfforthelaunchbyrockingbackandforth。EventuallyitendedwithusscreamingandrunningthroughthehouseandCharlieinhotursuit。Charliehadaarticulardislikeforallfemales,Ithink。IhadaladythatcameonceaweektocleanformeandCharlieclearlyhatedher。OnemorningshearrivedbeforeIhadfinisheddressingforwork,andhadgoneustairstogetthebedlinens。Charliewaswaitingforherjustinsideoneofthebedroomdoorways。Theattackwasswiftandtheresultwasabloodcurdlingscreamthatwouldwakethedead。Fromthatdayon,IhadtomakesurethatCharliewasoutofthehousebeforethecleaningladywouldcomeinside。Evenso,Charliewasnotthroughwithher。Heknewthatshewouldcomeoutsidetoutthetrashinthegarbagecan。Charliewasatient。Hewaited,andhenailedheragain。Nowsherefusedtotakethetrashout。
Charlielivedhisliferettymuchlikebewantedto。Ifhefeltromantic,hewouldscourtheneighborhoodinsearchoffemalecomanionshi。MysisterhadafemaledogandwantedCharlietomatewithherdog。Whenthetimewasright,IgrabbedCharlie,uthiminthecarandoffwewenttomysister’s。Oncethere,weclosedthegaragedoorandstoodbacktowatchtheromanticsceneunfold。NeverhaveIheardsuchgrowlingandhowling!Backandforththeywentunderthecars,dartinghereandthere,itsoundedliketheywerekillingeachother。ThisisnotworkingIthought。IndignantthatCharliewouldsurnherdog,mysistersaid,“Yourdogisobviouslygay。”
“No,notatall。”Irelied,“Charlieisjustalittlechoosy。Wejustneedtoutasmallaersackoveryourdog’shead,that’sall。”
CharlieandIwenthome,bothalittlehuffy。Somuchforthat。NeveragainwouldIutCharlieuforsuchridicule。Then,weekslater,mysistercalled。Herdoghadoneloneu,andhelookedexactlylikeCharlie!
AsCharliegotolderhesloweddownconsiderably。Hewasmorecontenttojustswishhistailwhenhesawabirderchednearby,ratherthangoforthehunt。Hedidn’tlaythegamewithmydaughterandmeanymore。Icouldlookintohiseyesandtell,somethingwasjustnotright。Afterathoroughexaminationfromthevet,IwasinformedthatCharliehadkidneyfailure。HisadvicewastoutCharlieoutofhismisery。Thereisnocurehesaid。
Breakingthenewstomaydaughterwasnoteasy。ShewasateenagerandtoutCharlietosleewasunthinkable。EverydayshewouldtakeCharlietothevetandhewouldbehydrated。Thiswentonforalmostamonth,butCharliedidn’tgetbetter。ImadeabedforCharlieintheutilityroom,hislitterboxsatunused。Charliewastooweaktogetoutofhisbed。Theonlytimehewasoutofitwaswhenhewenttothevet。
MyhusbandandIknewthatweshouldutCharlieoutofhismisery,butmydaughtercriedandutusuchafussthatwealwaysbackedoff。NeveragainwillIletananimalsufferthatlong。Charlieneededtogo。Weneededtoletgo。
EvenmyhusbandwhorofessednottolikeCharliewasdeterminedtoroerlyburyhim。HehadbeguntobuildacoffinforCharlie。ThenoutoftheblueCharliecameoutoftheutilityroom。Itwasthefirsttimehehadwalkedinovertwoweeks。HeslowlycameutomeandIickedhimuandheldhiminmyla。Forthefirsttimeheletmestrokehisheadwithouttryingtogetaway。Wesatlikethisforwhatseemedlikeaverylongtime,andthenCharliedecideditwastimetoleave。SlowlyhewalkedtothebackdoorandasIlethimout,heausedonthedeckashewatchedmyhusbandbuildingthecoffin。Hedescendedthestes,thenturnedandlookedbackatmeonemoretime,andthenhewasgone。
Charlieknewthathishourhadcome,hesaidhisgood-byes,andthendidwhatallofGod’screaturesdo。Hewenttohisrestinglace。Hislittlecoffinwasturnedintoalanterandovertheyearshasbeenthehomeformanybrightgeraniums,butitstrueuroseistoremindusofCharlie。