Iwassadhewouldstaynexttomeandlookintomyeyesandinagesturethatbringstearstomyeyeseventoday。Hewouldreachoutandgentlytouchmyfacewithhisaw。Asyoucanwellimaginethingswouldthenbeokaywiththeworldnomatterwhatitwasthatwasbotheringme。Weexeriencedourfirstearthquaketogether。Whatamemorythatwas!IgrabbedOzzieandstoodinsideofthedoorframeaswewerebeingjostledaround,ItoldhimitwasMotherNaturehiccuingandasscaredashewasheseemedtoknowIwastryingtocomforthim。
AfterthegroundstoedshakingIbegantoutsomesuliesinaduffelbagtotaketomycar。OzzieseemedtowatchmeandwhatIwasdoing。AsIwasrearingtoleavehegotinthebagandjustbarkedandbarked。Itookthattomean“Hey,youarenotleavingmebehind!”
It’ssoverysecialwhenyouhavethesemomentsasitisasuresignofaverysecialbondthatstartstogrowtoincludebodylanguageandwhenithaenswithadogitisneverforgotten。
IalwaysfeltthatOzziehadanuncannyabilitytoknowwhatcertainwordsmeant。MorningsIwouldstirandcallout“Breakfast”。Ozziewouldleaoffthebedandruntothekitchen。Iwouldretendtogobacktoslee。WewouldlaythisgameabouttwotimeswhenfinallyforthethirdtimeIwouldsay“Breakfast”,Ozziewouldstarttoleaauseandturntomewithalookthatsaid“OhNo!Iamwisetothat!”
Ozziewasveryhealthyallhislifeandnotafussyeater。IftherewasatyeoffoodthatIwouldservehimthathedidn’tlikeIwouldaskhimto“PleaseeatitandIwouldnotbuyitagain。”Iwasverysurrisedwhenhewouldeatit!Iwouldgivehimabathwhichwassomethingheenjoyed。WhenOzziereachedtheageof15thatisseventimesahuman’sagesoheindeedwasasenior!HedeveloedaconditionknownasCitistus。Thisisfatalforamaledogifnottreatedastheyarenotabletourinate。Sohewouldhave“attacks”andIwouldhavetorushhimtothevet。Itwentthiswayforafewmonthsuntilthevetwasabletogivememedicinethatstoedtheroblem。Ihadtobesurehetookthemedicineandwatchhimverycarefully。Atthisagethevetsaidtoexectanythingandeverythingbutherecoverednicely。
WherewelivedOzziewastheonlydog。Infacthewastheonlyet。So,hebecamethe“mascot”andwasoularwithalltheneighbors。Hewouldvisitandkeecomanywithsomeofthetenantsandtheywerealwaysdelightedandwouldgivehimtreatshisfavoritebeinganykindofmeat。
AboutayearafterhisboutwiththeCitistusOzzie’ssightandhearingbegantogo,alongwithlosingControlofhisbowels。Iwouldhavetocleanuafterhimandfeedhimwithaneyedroer。IknewhewasgoingandIwantedhimtobeinfamiliarsurroundings。
Ithadbeensuchalongroadwehadtraveled!IfeltsohonoredandrivilegedtohavebeenchosentohaveOzziebecomeartofmylife。
ThereisnodoubtthatItrulyfeelthatwelearnsomeofourlife’slessonsfromourets。FromOzzieIlearnedPatience,TrustandLove。Thebiggestlessontomewaswhenthingsgetoutofcontrolandyouarenearingtheendofyourroe,helsomeonewhoisinworseshae,thenyoucantakeyourmindoffyourself。ThiswaswhathaenedtomewhenOzziewassick。Ihadmanyroblemsatthattime,butIfocusedoncaringforOzzie,anditheledmereleasealotofstressandworrywhenIwasnotthinkingaboutmyself。
ItooksomevacationtimefrommyjobandmadeOzzieascomfortableasIcould。Afterallwehadbeenthroughalottogetherandhedeservedit。
OnFebruary1,1991Ozziedied。Hewas16yearsold。
Ihadickedhimuandwaswhiseringtohimwhatabraveandwonderfulcomanionhehadbeen,butitwasokayifhehadtoleaveme。IromisedhimIwouldbeokay。Withthatheweaklybarkedhisgoodbye。
IhadhimcrematedandhisashesscatteredunderabeautifultreeonthePetCemeterygrounds。Atthetimemybossviewedalossofaetthesameasthelossofafamilymemberandgavemesometimeoff。
Myheartwasbrokeninamillionieces。IsaidIwouldbeokayandIhadmadearomisesolifewenton。IstillmissOzzieandit’sbeen10years!Hemadealastingimressionandimactonmylifesodeethatithastakenmethislongtowriteaboutit。Ifeelheisalwayswithme,andwillalwaysholdaseciallaceinmyheartthathashadtimetohealsincehisassing。
AfewmonthsafterOzzie’sdeathIhadfallenasleeandhadadreamaboutOzziebarkingveryloudinmyear。Iwokewithastarttothesmellofsmoke。Ihadleftaanonthestove,andOzziewokemeu!
So,forallyouanimalloversrememberyouretsarewithyouforareason。Sometimesyoudiscoveritwhiletheyarewithyouandsometimesnotuntiltheyaregone。Enjoyyourtimewithyouretsyouwillbesurrisedwhatlifelessonsyoucanlearn。
IamveryhonoredandgratefulforhavingOzzieinmylife。
AboutayearafterOzzie’sdeath,Iwassittingatthekitchentable。ItwasarainydayandIwassortingthroughaers。
Iheardaveryloud“bark”atthebackdoor。
Ah!That’sanotherstory…