muters for Nate?s face; or checking the time on the giant clock directly above them。 She was
starting to get insanely nervous。 Not to mention pissed off。 If Nate didn?t get there soon; he?d
miss the train。 Not that that would be the end of the world?he could always catch the next one。 But
she really wanted them to have the experience of starting their new lifetogether 。 And if he didn?t
get therenow ; it wasn?t going to happen。
?What? No。 When did this all happen?? Serena?s normally smooth brow wrinkled in
confusion。 ?He didn?t say anything?? ?Last night。 He must not have had the chance to tell you
either。? Blair pulled her cell from her bag with an exasperated sigh and dialed Nate?s number
again。 It rang and rang and then went to voice mail。
Again。
hello; goodbye
?God; Dan。? Jenny?s voice rang out in the early…morning sunlight as she dumped a big box into
the trunk of Dan?s robin?s egg blue 1977 Buick Skylark。 Even though it was only 10 a。m。; the
pavement on Ninety…ninth Street and West End Avenue was already blazing hot; and the garbage
bins were starting to smell like rotting dog poo。 Jenny straightened up; wiping her hands off on her
jeans。 ?Do you think you packed enough crap??
Dan scowled; taking a scuffed…up Samsonite suitcase from his sister?s tiny
hands。 ?They?rebooks ;? he muttered; gently placing the luggage in the trunk; ?not crap。?
?Well; whatever?s in there is heavy。? Jenny was panting in the oppressive August heat; her white
FCUK wifebeater streaked with grime。 Dan threw a duffel bag into the back…seat?along with a
blanket and pillow; his notebook; and a few bags of stale H&H bagels。 He couldn?t wait to park
by the side of the road at night and sleep looking out at the stars。 It was going to be soOn the Road。
He?d even brought the audio book to play on the car?s outdated tape player。 He was going to
spend the next week out on the open road; looking for truth and the meaning of life。
This from the guy who couldn?t figure out his own sexual bent。
Vanessa appeared from the Humphreys? ramshackle apartment building; holding a plastic
container of Folgers crystals。 She looked cool and fortable with her shorn scalp; wearing one
of Dan?s old black Raves T…shirts and a pair of his black boxers。
?Hot enough for you?? Dan called lightly; even though the sight of her was breaking his heart。
Vanessa grabbed a bag from the sidewalk and stuffed it in the trunk。 She stopped to wipe her face
on the hem of her T…shirt。 ?I hate you;? she mumbled grumpily。 ?Don?t forget this;? she added;
handing him a half…empty Folgers container。
?I can?t believe I?m actually leaving;? Dan said nervously; to no one in particular; mechanically
grabbing the coffee from Vanessa as his mom and dad stepped out of the apartment building and
onto the curb。 Jeanette wore a bright purple satin kimono with a large dragon on the back