shouldered; pink…lipped; pretty boy who’d e from the palace; and was able
to infer that Head Illuminator Master Osman was behind this contest。 Master
Osman; without a doubt; knows my talent and likes me the best of all the
masters。
So; as I gazed at the empty page; the stance; look and demeanor of a horse
that would please both the Sultan and Master Osman came to life before my
eyes。 The horse ought to be lively; but serious; like the horses Master Osman
made ten years ago; and it should be rearing; in the way that always pleased
Our Sultan; so that both of them would concur on the horse’s beauty。 How
many gold pieces are they offering; I wonder? How would Mir Musavvir make
this picture? How would Bihzad?
Suddenly; the beast entered my thoughts with such speed; that by the time
I understood what it was; my damnable hand grabbed the brush and began to
draw a miraculous horse beyond anyone’s conception; starting from the raised
left foreleg。 After quickly joining the leg to the body; I made two arcs swiftly;
pleasurably and confidently—had you seen them; you would’ve said this artist
is no illustrator; but a calligrapher。 I was gazing at my hand with awe; while it
moved as if it belonged to another。 These spectacular arcs became the horse’s
ample stomach; solid chest and swanlike neck。 The illustration might’ve been
considered plete。 Oh; the talent of which I am possessed! Meanwhile; I
looked to see that my hand had traced out the nose and open mouth of the
strong and joyful horse and laid down the intelligent forehead and ears。 Next;
once again; look Mother; how beautiful; I merrily drew another arc as if
scripting a letter; and I was moved to the verge of laughter。 I swooped down in
a perfect arc from the neck of my rearing horse to its saddle。 My hand
occupied itself with the saddle as I proudly regarded my horse; now ing
into being; with a robust; rounded body not unlike my own: Everyone will be
stunned by this horse。 I thought about the sweet ments Our Sultan would
make when I won the prize; He’d present me with a purse of gold coins; and I
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had the urge to laugh again as I imagined how I’d count them at home。 Just
then; my hand; which I gazed at out of the corner of my eye; finished with the
saddle and took my brush to the inkwell and back before I began the horse’s
rump with a chuckle as though I’d told a joke。 I briskly outlined the tail。 How
gentle and curvaceous I made the rear end; lovingly wishing to cup it in my
hands like the gentle butt of a boy I was about to violate。 As I smiled; my clever
hand finished with the hind legs; and my brush stopped: This was the finest
rearing horse the world had ever known。 I was overe with joy; happily
thinking about how much they would like my horse; how they would declare