again。
〃Any higher?〃 he called; looking at her over his shoulder;
his face evil and beautiful to her。
She laughed with white lips。
He sent the swing…boat sweeping through the air in a great
semi…circle; till it jerked and swayed at the high horizontal。
The child clung on; pale; her eyes fixed on him。 People below
were calling。 The jerk at the top had almost shaken them both
out。 He had done what he could……and he was attracting
censure。 He sat down; and let the swingboat swing itself
out。
People in the crowd cried shame on him as he came out of the
swingboat。 He laughed。 The child clung to his hand; pale and
mute。 In a while she was violently sick。 He gave her lemonade;
and she gulped a little。
〃Dont tell your mother youve been sick;〃 he said。 There was
no need to ask that。 When she got home; the child crept away
under the parlour sofa; like a sick little animal; and was a
long time before she crawled out。
But Anna got to know of this escapade; and was passionately
angry and contemptuous of him。 His golden…brown eyes glittered;
he had a strange; cruel little smile。 And as the child watched
him; for the first time in her life a disillusion came over her;
something cold and isolating。 She went over to her mother。 Her
soul was dead towards him。 It made her sick。
Still she forgot and continued to love him; but ever more
coldly。 He was at this time; when he was about twenty…eight
years old; strange and violent in his being; sensual。 He
acquired some power over Anna; over everybody he came into
contact with。
After a long bout of hostility; Anna at last closed with him。
She had now four children; all girls。 For seven years she had
been absorbed