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strange laws of the vegetable world。 She had here a glimpse of

something working entirely apart from the purpose of the human

world。

College was barren; cheap; a temple converted to the most

vulgar; petty merce。 Had she not gone to hear the echo of

learning pulsing back to the source of the mystery?……The

source of mystery! And barrenly; the professors in their gowns

offered mercial modity that could be turned to good

account in the examination room; ready…made stuff too; and not

really worth the money it was intended to fetch; which they all

knew。

All the time in the college now; save when she was labouring

in her botany laboratory; for there the mystery still glimmered;

she felt she was degrading herself in a kind of trade of sham

jewjaws。

Angry and stiff; she went through her last term。 She would

rather be out again earning her own living。 Even Brinsley Street

and Mr。 Harby seemed real in parison。 Her violent hatred of

the Ilkeston School was nothing pared with the sterile

degradation of college。 But she was not going back to Brinsley

Street either。 She would take her B。A。; and bee a mistress in

some Grammar School for a time。

The last year of her college career was wheeling slowly

round。 She could see ahead her examination and her departure。

She had the ash of disillusion gritting under her teeth。 Would

the next move turn out the same? Always the shining doorway

ahead; and then; upon approach; always the shining doorway was a

gate into another ugly yard; dirty and active and dead。 Always

the crest of the hill gleaming ahead under heaven: and then;

from the top of the hill only another sordid valley full of

amorphous; squalid activity。

No matter! Every hill…top was a little different; every

valley was somehow new。 Cossethay and her childhood with her

father; the Marsh and the little Church school near the Marsh;

and her grandmother and her uncles; the High School at

Nottingham and Anton Skrebensky; Anton Skrebensky and the dance

in the moonlight between the fires; then the time she could not

think of without being blasted; Winifred Inger; and the months

before being a school…teacher; then the horrors of Brinsley

Street; lapsing into parative peacefulness; Maggie; and

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