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At the Unkapan? quay; I left my longboat a little after Black and his Enishte
had left theirs。 I was behind them as they leaned on one another and mounted
the hill。 At the site of a recent fire in the shadow of the Sultan Mehmet
Mosque; they stopped and exchanged parting words。 Enishte Effendi was
alone; and he appeared for an instant like a helpless old man。 I was tempted to
run to him and tell him what that barbarian; from whose funeral we were
returning; had slanderously confided in me; I was going to confess what I’d
done to protect us; and to ask him: “Is it true what Elegant Effendi had
claimed? Are we abusing Our Sultan’s trust through the illustrations we’ve
made? Are our painting techniques traitorous and an affront to our religion?
And have you finished that last large painting?”
I stood in the middle of the snowy street as evening fell and gazed down the
dark road which had been abandoned along with me to jinns; fairies; brigands;
thieves; to the grief of fathers and children returning home and to the sorrow
of snow…covered trees。 At the end of the street; inside Enishte Effendi’s
grandiose two…story house; beneath the roof; which I can now see through the
bare branches of the chestnut trees; there lives the most beautiful woman in
the world。 But; no; why should I drive myself mad?
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I AM A GOLD COIN
Behold! I am a twenty…two…carat Ottoman Sultani gold coin and I bear the
glorious insignia of His Excellency Our Sultan; Refuge of the World。 Here; in
the middle of the night in this fine coffeehouse overe with funereal
melancholy; Stork; one of Our Sultan’s great masters; has just finished
drawing my picture; though he hasn’t yet been able to embellish me with gold
wash—I’ll leave that to your imagination。 My image is here before you; yet I
myself can be found in the money purse of your dear brother; Stork; that
illustrious miniaturist。 He’s rising now; removing me from his purse and
showing me off to each of you。 Hello; hello; greetings to all the master artists
and assorted guests。 Your eyes widen as you behold my glimmer; you thrill as I
shimmer in the light of the oil lamp; and finally; you bristle with envy at my
owner; Master Stork。 You’re justified in behaving so; for there’s no better
measure of an illustrator’s talent than I。
In the past three months; Master Stork has earned exactly forty…seven gold
pieces like myself。 We’re all in this money…purse and Master Stork; see for
yourself; isn’t hiding us from anyone; he knows there’s none among the
miniaturists of Istanbul who earns more than he does。 I take pride in being