divine reward; they’d stare at a masterpiece ceaselessly for hours or even days;
and because they stubbornly stared out of bowed heads; the meaning and
world of those pictures—spotted with blood dripping from their eyes—would
take the place of all the evil they suffered; and as their eyes ever so slowly
clouded over they’d approach blindness in peace。 Do you have any idea which
illustration I’d want to stare at till I’d attained the divine blackness of the
blind?”
Like a man trying to recall a childhood memory; he fixed his eyes; whose
pupils seemed to shrink as their whites expanded; on a distant place beyond
the walls of the Treasury。
“The scene; rendered in the style of the old masters of Herat; wherein
Hüsrev; burning madly with love; rides his horse to the foot of Shirin’s
summer palace and waits!”
Perhaps he’d now go on to describe that picture as if reciting a melancholy
poem eulogizing the blindness of the old masters。 “My great master; my dear
sire;” on a strange impulse; I interrupted him; “what I want to stare at for all
eternity is my beloved’s delicate face。 It’s been three days since we wed。 I’ve
thought of her longingly for twelve years。 The scene wherein Shirin falls in love
with Hüsrev after seeing his picture reminds me of none other than her。”
There was a wealth of expression on Master Osman’s face; curiosity
perhaps; but it had to do neither with my story nor with the bloody battle
scene before him。 He seemed to be expecting good news in which he could
gradually take fort。 When I was sure he wasn’t looking at me; I abruptly
grabbed the plume needle and walked away。
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In a dark part of the third of the Treasury rooms; the one abutting the
baths; there was a corner cluttered with hundreds of strange clocks sent as
presents from Frankish kings and sovereigns; when they stopped working; as
they usually did within a short time; they were set aside here。 Withdrawing to
this room; I carefully scrutinized the needle that Master Osman claimed
Bihzad had used to blind himself。
By the red daylight filtering inside; reflecting off the casings; crystal faces
and diamonds of the dusty and broken clocks; the golden tip of the needle;
coated with a pinkish liquid; occasionally shimmered。 Had the legendary
Master Bihzad actually blinded himself with this implement? Had Master
Osman done the same terrible thing to himself? The expression of an impish
Moroccan; the size of a finger and colorfully painted; attached to the
mechanism of one of the large clocks seemed to say “Yes!” Evidently; when the
clock was working; this man in the Ottoman turban would merrily nod his